Something has re-awakened itself within me. Giddy feeling? maybe. Sheer joy to be honest. I have done my very best to run from certain things in my life. Positions, and various opportunities. No more running. I let Him catch me. I'm ready to move forward, He's been preparing me. I am fully aware that I am not perfect and that I'll make mistakes. I'm also fully aware that it won't be as easy as pie (never understood that saying, how is pie easy?!) and that sometimes I'll want to throw in the towel, doubt myself and doubt why He's chosen me.
Life can be so difficult sometimes. Authenticity can be so hard to find in others, especially in myself. But, He's willing! Praise God! He is willing to wait for me to figure it out and when I don't he gives me a little nudge (a big one usually...often.).
Praise God! Praise God! PRAISE GOD!
Alright, so I'm a little excited. Okay, Okay I'm ALOT excited because God is SO good and I'd forgotten for awhile but finally remembered.
Thank goodness for remembering.
Ludine!! This is not a melancholy post! This is SO GOOD! Oh man. Ludine. We need to talk soon. I'm sucking at keeping in contact with people these days. Unusual? Yes. Reality? Unfortunately. Changing? Sometime soon.
ReplyDeletemaybe "easy" used to mean "delicious"
ReplyDeleteeither way, i'm glad you're up and at them. let's get some pie!
I like this. I like you.
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