sometimes you feel like your soaring, like the stars are aligned and that maybe nothing will go wrong. at least for a little while.
and then, well, you realize that you're no longer soaring and you're right back on the ground. sometimes even, underneath the ground.
i have had many disappointments in my short life span. 24 years is short to most but really long to me. so here i go, up and down and up and down and down again. can i get a break?
and i guess this is the part where i should probably include some cutesy, adventist/christian quote about how when we look to God he brings us back up again. i'm sorry i can't. i have to be honest about where i'm at right now.
i don't have the strength to have faith right now. and that is the truth.
